I really wish you were the best.
Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 11:34 PM
I thought I will be remembered
I thought you will bother about hanging out soon
I hoped that the cycle wouldn't be repeated
But it did, everytime I wish im not just a cushion.
Enjoy yourself and don't expect anything from me
My idea of the end of your exams and yours are totally different.
Too bad for me
If a few months is more important than 6 years then so be it
sometimes i hate taking a proper look at things
Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 12:48 AM
You can be the one there whenever they need you
but how many actually realise that
use use use use use use use use use
i feel like toilet paper
sometimes i just wanna say **** you all
wheres the thanks nowadays
Our roots
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 11:16 PM
This week I went back to sec school to teach a bit on trumpet playing as I normally do every camp. Somehow its just a natural feeling to go back whenever I hear that there's a camp. Guess its my love for the band, having played a big part in my life so far. Though I know that it wont be long before i stop going back totally. This is because everytime I return to secondary school, the number of juniors I know get lesser and lesser. All whom I know now are the sec 4's. Next year is the last year I will still actually know people that I've brought up.
Camp was good and fun seeing my own juniors as well as other juniors that are just a little younger than me. Now graduating and moving on with their lives. All the seniors come back in different clothing. From our individual poly fashion to the ever so popular jc uniforms. It was good fun talking to the teachers though disappointing to find out how rotton kids these days are. If I were still there, they can say bye bye to their cca record, because you are suppose to know that it is the cca with the highest commitment level in the school when you joined. Wanna slack around then get out (:
Tuesday I had a meeting for my I&E project as my group decided to participate and try to help in organising something in a dance competition event. The preliminary rounds are this saturday and finals next saturday. That would be the actual "event" day for me. Once i clear this module, thursdays will be totally free(yea yea i know gotta do project), "free" then =x
This morning dad woke me up and told me he cant send me to school. A bit sian, took my time and took bus to school. As usual, the bus comes full so I can't board as the front door doesn't even open. I know they fine SBS for not having good standards about crowd issues on buses. They really need to do something about 74 big time. Its like a school bus because it passes so many schools. So its real packed, to and fro. Reached lecture late, 9.30am.
Had lotsa fun in the afternoon with josh, matt and marcus playing pool. Eric and Linus were there too. Awesome fun~ josh is really getting good, kickin ass liao with super sweet shots! ;D
Came home extremely hungry as I didn't wanna spend $ eating dinner out. Heated my own food and gobbled it down. Came back up to my room and went online. Mom came in and told me dad aint in singapore already. Gone again, and I didn't even know.
Me II
Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 2:14 AM
Me went out after school
Me went watch Poker King at amk hub
Me enjoyed the show. Decent. Didn't leave a bad impression on me at least.
Me think its time to stop typing like this.
ok la ok la enough of it. yup so the movie wasn't bad and i had a good evening with nehnehs. After that went gardens to meet gabrielites. Awesome dudes agreed to meet to go chomps. Thus, i managed to satisfy my craving~ oyster omelete. woohooooooooooooo~
but then ah.. it like... didnt come hot.. >=/ i only realised after i finished eating it. ok so there flies $5 on small plate of food.
kept the evening short. matt bro had to get home and do tutorials. his lesson starts at like 8am. Thats like killer especially when you take bus to SP. walked up the hill to his house where marcus and derek too their bikes too. Marcus was just about to start riding me on his bike when a car had to turn into the lane. aww man so much for our little stunt. We walked back down the hill and parted ways. Went to the bus stop and saw my bus but i let it pass as i wanted to get my contact lens solution -_-\ so i went to check the last bus timings and luckily there was still one last bus for the night home. went to 7-11 and looked for my solution. they sold only 2 kinds. $10.60 for it. I smelt the thread of my jeans burning.
managed to catch the last bus. It came late >=/
went it reached my bus stop the bus driver got out of the bus after i alighted. he thought that i was the last passenger. he took out his cellphone and made a call. thats when he turned around and looked back into the bus and saw an angry old man looking at him. =O wahahahah naughty~~~
night peoples!
2.23am and im still wide awake. very unusual given my sleep early habit since internship started.
me
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 6:15 PM
me wan leave school
me wan chomp chomp
me wan oyster omelet
me wan go later~
me wan tomorrow come fast fast chop chop
me very paiseh cos type english so lousy
me gei gei only
wahahahahahahahaha
View from a backstep
@ 12:20 PM
lately, i see a lot of anger, hatred, bitter jealousy and utter ungratefulness everywhere.
is it that hard to live in the life we live in?
when things always dont go your way.
im sick of all the grumbling around me which is so POINTLESS.
yea everyone likes to rant.. i know.. me too..
but sometimes you fill up with so much anger and hatred till you change to a totally different person. so much that you wont even notice it. individuality? bullshit.
i do things consciously. I know when im being an ass. I know when affecting people. some of you people out there are so self-centered that you always change because things didnt go your away. or is it because you didnt bother to adjust to your surroundings? or dont bother to take things seriously and think you can push them aside whenever you want? sheltered huh.
all the same pattern.. im gonna do this so that "i can quit church", "i can quit school", "i can break with him", "get angry with me if you want".
telling people whom you know will try to deter you from what you wanna do when you know that there is no damn thing that will change your mind. then why not just shut up?
some of you think the whole world is against you. everyone wants to harm/hurt/insult/annoy/harass you.. right. unless you come from some traumatic background i think you are sooooooooooooo screwed up.
stop comparing dammit.. i see so many people getting jealous over 1 stupid thing. money.
yea im sick of it all.. so for a start.. i wanna stop grumbling too.. and yes, this doesn't stay here. i will tell you 'oh so victimised' friends in the face when you continue.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 11:30 PM
something struck me today
drink vinegar? jealous? sore thumb?
think that way if you want...
i feel so insulted...
my a level friends are so stressed up and depressed... because of the papers that have past over the last 2 days. paper up, i get an emo call... thats how bad it is..
cheer up all of you! there's still a chance dont give it up.. alot of us in poly are already doomed not to be able to get in local uni...
treasure things, dont abuse it. it may not always be in the palm of your hand.
Fridays
Friday, November 06, 2009 @ 4:11 PM
So now im sitting in school waiting for time to past before i head down to ccab..
no company so guess im going alone
bumped into mel! you ah.. whole day playing hide and seek with me..
anyway andy, in case you are thinking the wrong thing, shes my v close friend from sec school days, the reason i decided to wear a ring everyday. and when i said shes from rjc, i aint joking man
every friday has 2 horrible lectures which gets me considering my attendance whether to go or not.
electronic business applications and human resource management.
sometimes i dont know is it sheer laziness asking me not to go for the boring lecture
but then, it is really damn boring..
yea i know were suppose to cherish that we have an education system and all but sometimes we get naughty right =p
i like the curry noodle we had again for lunch today~
eating in or out or school doesnt really have a difference price wise, really.
3rd day sick
headaches and sore throats and coughs... sian
how dare you blame me.
